Tuesday, 20 September 2011

Peacefully disturbed

This saturday night i drove to Lonavla with Santosh, Joyce and Adolf.  It was Zameer's birthday celebrations, and the plan was to party at Zameer's place in Lonavla. The same scene had happened on Ritika's birthday, and to my surprise, i had fun ! The thing is, i usually avoid these 'groupie' get-togethers coz i just don't like the 'groupie' vibe , and there's too much laughing about stupid things. Basically, i don't connect with these guys. But on Ritika's birthday i really did have fun, and so was the case at Zameer's bash also. There were a lot of people, everyone having fun, letting loose, just what i was looking for ! I really wanted to let loose, take it easy and feel relaxed!

So this is how it went : I got there, met everyone, hugs and kisses, smiles and drinks, good old friends, nice pretty women, yeah it was fun ! Wore the bling hat, felt the MJ vibe. Santosh began to piss me off coz he was in this lovey-dovey trip with Joyce, which is so unlike Santosh. Ritika cooked some amazing beef burgers with cheese, and even sausages. A lot of alcohol, a lot of dancing, some catching up , unfortunately a little bit of work talk (which just sucks when all you're looking for is fun and to let loose), chatting up a pretty woman but to no avail :(. This woman, Taskeen, she's so beautiful, i tried talking her into gettin more interested in me, but she just wouldnt yield ! Plus, it seemed like she was flirting with every guy, and that was a big turn off. Eventually, i asked her if she'd like to go on a short walk with me, and her eyes hesitated. After that, i just didn't care.
So anyway, the night went on merrily. At around 4am, all of us took magic mushrooms! At first i hesitated, but  then Zam convinced me. He said Hey Vinay, it's my birthday , just take it ; n after that i didn't think twice. Soon after we left for a drive , and as the sun rose, so did my trip ! :) And oh my god, it was soooo beautiful, driving with greenery all around you, the sun rising, everything getting brighter , and everything looking even more bright than it actually is on these shrooms. It was a lot of fun !I couldn't give a shit about anything else but just be in awe of the beauty around me. Monsoons have just gotten over, everything around is so damn green and beautiful, triple wow !Enjoyed the drive with a smile on my face and peace in my head. Then we reached this place where we parked our cars and wandered off into the forest - Ana knew a spot, it seems they had been there earlier on LSD, and it was a great place to trip at ! So we went, beautiful walk on green grass lined with small yellow flowers, oh so beautiful, i'm just in heaven all this while. I have been dying to be amidst natural beauty for so long, and now i get it with a bunch of close friends and some mushrooms in my head , thank you god ! :)
Walked 10 mins into the forest and reached a beautiful spot , beyond which there's a steep fall . Here there's a stream, tree stalks all over that look so damn psychedelic, weird insects and their even weirder sounds,sounds of the birds...... the works! I had such beautiful moments with the nature here... i tripped on the birds, on the trees , on the yellow flowers... everything just seemed so beautiful to me.. i went on this everything is sooo beautiful trip . While everyone else was on a laughing, joking, fun trip ... i went into my own zone of how beautiful is all this nature around us.
Anyway, i had some amazing moments with Zam and Varun and Ana too here at this spot. Zam took mushrooms for the first time and i could see he was reallllllly enjoying himself. He spoke about the visions he was having and was having such a good time. He had this glow on his face, and happiness just shone off it ! I was happy to see him like this, and i felt happy that we , just the two of us, were at this spot on shrooms, and having fun :)
Soon after, Gamby came to me, we spoke a bit about the trip, and then sat down to smoke a joint :) Oh man, i was having so much fun, felt like old times when me and my frnds would trip together, smoke joints, take it easy... i felt it all come back right in that moment, it felt really good ! I cannot explain that feeling!

Thereafter, i just loafed around, took it easy, most of the time on my own, coz everyone else (at least it seemed) wanted to do the groupie thing, and that's just not my thing. Some time later, Gamby Ana and me did our own thing, but the groupie vibe came in there as well.
The thing is, after going through that oh everything is sooo beautiful trip, to fun and joke around with friends.. didnt seem as fun anymore. I mean, my trip at that moment was something else, something that meant so much more to me. Besides, i hardly get to experience such amazing natural beauty in the city, and now when i got it, i wanted to make love to it, and i'm not joking. I fell in love with the green grass and yellow silhoutte over it. It seemed magical to me. I wanted to kiss it, lie on it and look at the sky. But these guys wanted to leave, groupism you see, it gets the better of you. Why leave!!! It's so beautiful here, the green grass , the beautiful clear sky, stream water, shade among the trees, good friend's for company... but some peopl want chai ! Oh damn, anyway, i had my fun, it's time to go i told myself, so we went to have chai.
I was in my own zone, so while everyone sat and joked and made merry while drinking chai, i wandered out, checked out the nature, was so beautiful even at this chai spot by a cliff. There was so much fog - beyong the cliff it was just white - if u happened to fall by chance, you would'nt be able to see where you're going. Like, total whiteness in front of you, so white that you could actually paint the landscape in front of you with your imagination.
So i loafed around, so relaxed, people watching, landscape painting, in a deep mushroom oh everything is so beautiful trip. I felt so much peace, i was dying to feel this peace.

Soon after we got home, relaxed , ate vada pavs, smoked a few joints, chilled , talked. Me, gamby and ana took it easy , smoked 2 joints while lying in bed and watching the trees outside. It was a nice relaxed feeling. After that i tried to sleep but couldnt. The others came in n started a conversation which i overheard with my eyes shut but ears open. And after waking up in the evening, satisfied with how the day passed, i left with ana, santosh, joyce, adolf and the joint engineer allen.

I'm ending this here coz i just dont wanna type anymore.

Take care bloggy,  see you soon!

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